Curiosity

Today, I saw a thin line of light shining through the midst of clouds. I found that among the double-minded Christians, there are some Christians who start to have more interests in God. They seem to want to and try to know about God. They also start to genuinely question about their religion. And, gladly, some of them realized their false religion and started to get closer to God. I’m really thankful that people realized that they had been believing in God falsely. I hope now they will start to understand something more about God. When I still was not a genuine believer, I moved from Haddam across the Connecticut River to East Haddam to live with my sister, Jerusha after my mom died. This time, I considered my religion very carefully and seriously. As I prepared to enter Yale University, I was curious about God. And, I made a commitment to God to enter the ministry. So What I chose to do was to start reading the Bible over and over again. After reading the Bible, I realized that my religion was legalistic and simply based on my own efforts. They were false and worthless, so I wanted to find a genuine faith. I also realized that there was nothing I could do in my own strength to start myself to God. At the end, I came to see that all my good frames were self-righteousness, not bottomed on a desire of the glory of God. Hopefully, more Christians today would realize their false faith and take one closer step to the Kingdom of Heaven.